Medicine

Everytime I try to forget
Something comes in my way
No placebo to supplant your name
Haunted by wounds from the past
I said “no more” but it is never enough
Never easy to let go

Dreams I’ve never visualized
Fake portraits with blurred faces
I surrender to it
With a hand full of Medicine

Swallow the pain, pill by pill
So I finally go away
Endless blackout
Eternal rest